Life's Backpack Reflection

   Well my life's backpack can be overly complicated, it is very heavy, unorganized, and full of emotions that can be unbearable to carry at times.Is it because of my lack of organization or indecisiveness that leads me wondering or is it fear that's keeping my backpack from opening at times. Everyday I wonder why the same things happens, why do they happen, and why don't I do something about it, but is wondering about this is what is keeping my backpack shut at times. Well at times I do think so but, I got more important things to worry about in my backpack, college, work, emotions, troubles, and my well being add serious weight. Worries about getting a college degree, giving up school for some reason, losing family support, not finding a job, and being financially stable. All these worries wears out my backpack, but every time I take a look inside I see a message that keeps me going, "Don't you wait, do it, Don't give up,keep going, finish what you started, no matter how hard it gets keep your head up and push that obstacle out of the way like their's no tomorrow!" My backpack isn't all full of negativity and wear and tear; it has its positive side that keeps the backpack from tearing up. The kind that say's I can get through this! I can be successful! and I can be Happy! Giving me the essentials I desperately need for my battle that I face everyday, the battle... to stay alive.